Monday, May 30, 2011

the tale of the elegant trogan

It was nearing the end of our two week venture, and our stay at the Santa Rita Experimental Range. As I've said before (numerous times, I bet everyone's sick of hearing about it), SRER is located in Florida Canyon, which is just next door to the more well-known Madera Canyon. Madera Canyon is especially popular for its hosting of one particular bird: the Elegant Trogan.



These birds are found in Mexico, but a few of them make their way up into Madera Canyon to nest in the spring. Birders from around the world come to Madera Canyon to see the Elegant Trogan, and it's considered a "lifer" if you see it (aka a bird that one can put on their life list that is a major accomplishment for a birder). Even though they are not altogether rare in their native land of South American, they're a big deal to see here in the United States, and many hardcore birders make pilgrimages to Madera Canyon just to see one.

The morning of our last data collection outing, Jen (one of the other TAs) had gone on a hike to see the nesting area of one known male Elegant Trogan that was in the area. She climbed a mile up steep, rocky terrain to find him perched on top of a dead stump, perfectly situated for pictures. She'd luckily brought along her nice camera, so she took several photos before a dumbass from South Dakota screamed to his wife that he had found the bird, prompting it to take off. I was absolutely astounded when she told me later that she had seen the Elegant Trogan. It's a prize for any birder, a sign that one is serious about the sport and almost like star power in Mario: it makes you invincible. Just kidding, I'm overreacting, but it is really cool and many hardcore birders will get pissed if you joke about something as serious as seeing an Elegant Trogan if you have never actually seen one before (I learned this the hard way two years ago when I jokingly told two psycho birders that I'd seen an Elegant Trogan in the tree I was looking at. They berated me and stared me down icily when they discovered it was just a Brown Crested Flycatcher). I was determined to also see the Elegant Trogan while I was in Arizona.

The next morning I opted to sleep in instead of wake up with the rest of the group and hike up the mountain. I felt a little angry with myself for doing that, especially when I found out that all ten of my compatriots had seen the male and female just ten minutes up the canyon. I begged Scott (the other TA) to take me the next morning (he basically had to drive me everywhere because I can't drive the school vans until I'm 21, thus making me feel like an infant or an incredibly elderly person). He agreed. Unfortunately, that night we stayed up until midnight drinking beers, so we literally felt like we were dying the next morning as we dragged ourselves out of bed at five AM. Scott muttered something about setting Jen's laptop (whose desktop background was her picture of the Trogan) on a stump in order to placate me so we could pretend that we'd seen the Trogan and instead go back to bed. We did eventually get out to the van and we made our way to Madera Canyon.

Twenty minutes later, we were hiking up the trail with the directions Jen had given us implanted fuzzily in our minds ("Go up straight for about a mile, but at some point the trail will take a hard left...but don't go up that way, just keep going straight. You're going to see a couple of big rocks, but not BIG, BIG rocks, so don't waste your time until you see this HUGE rock and that is the one that the Trogan is nesting by. Oh don't worry, you'll find it.") We hiked in silence until, about half a mile up, we saw a group of old men gathered around a grizzly, bearded fellow with an Indiana Jones hat on. This was clearly the old men's birding guide, and they were also looking for the Trogan. For a moment we stopped, sure that the reason the group in front of us had stopped was because they'd seen the Trogan. Our hopes that our hike had been cut short were shot, however, because they had simply stopped to rest. We continued on.

I struggled up the remaining mile (I am embarrassingly out of shape, at the moment) and finally we reached what looked like the large rock Jen had told us about. We examined every stump we could find around it, hoping to see where the female might have built her nest. We could not find it. Suddenly, we heard what sounded like the distant bark of a toy poodle up the canyon. It was the Trogan. Scott and I glanced at each other, wondering if we should hike up the canyon or if we should stay put. The Trogan call sounded again, farther away this time.

For two minutes, I was the most upset girl in the world. I was angry with myself for not having gotten up the previous morning to see the Trogan with everybody else, and for having gotten up so early this particular morning for what seemed like nothing. We sat down, hoping that maybe the Trogan would return to his nest. The group of older men joined us at this point, their guide informing us that it sounded like the Trogan was getting closer. Just as we struck up a small conversation with them about our field work, the male flew into view.



They are amazingly colored. Males have a bright, cherry-red breast with a small white line separating the upper and lower halves. Their backs are a deep evergreen, and their beaks are bright yellow. They look really Christmasy. The bottoms of their tails have a really cool barring pattern. Basically it was amazing. He gave us a spectacular frontal view for a brief few seconds and then swooped to his nesting cavity (which we'd totally missed in our previous search) and then spent a couple of minutes calling for any females in the surrounding area to join him at his bachelor pad. My favorite moment was when he popped into his cavity so he was out of sight, but he kept calling to his lady friends. It made it sound like his call was echoing. The persistence of his calls worked for a second, a female swooped into join him. She was tan instead of the deep emerald of the male, and only stayed for a minute before rejecting him to find another male. After this, he stopped calling so persistently and instead flew to a branch in a tree just below his cavity. He stayed there for the rest of our time in the upper reaches of the canyon, allowing us to drink in his presence. One of the old men, clearly bursting with happiness, said that he was full of pride at having the will to continue his hike, despite his desire to turn back due to fatigue, so that he could see the Elegant Trogan. Scott and I were both touched by this and kept talking about how cute the old men were and how we wanted to take them home. They were all so adorable and excited about seeing the Trogan. The guide shared interesting information with us (though I'm having trouble remembering what exactly it was...) and kept calling the Trogan the Trog-awn. It was strange.

Eventually, it had been twenty minutes and the Trogan was still there. The guide said, "It's a good day when you can turn your back on a Trogan", which we did and started to hike back down the canyon. I'm so glad we got to see it, it was an amazing experience. Plus, it's cool to have done something at age twenty that some people wait their entire lives to do. I'm really grateful that Scott took the time to take me to see the Trogan, because even though he claims it's just so he can rub it in one of our other grad student's faces (which is also probably true), I know he also did it to make me happy.



I have other stories to share from Arizona, specifically two other larger tales and then a post full of short stores/comics. I'm still waiting on pictures for those, however, so in the meantime I will ruin it all by saying that I spent all day today analyzing the data I was collecting in Arizona and, unfortunately, it looks like nothing significant is going on. So that means it is probably not publishable. We'll do one last test to see if we can glean something from it, but mostly it is just not enough data. I'm not sorry though, I still learned a ton about field work, science, and myself. I changed in Arizona, not a lot, but enough. And I hope that it won't dissipate.

Saturday, May 28, 2011

thoughts

The stress in my life right now is getting to a point where I know it's going to flatline and I'll become normal again. Or as normal as I'll ever be. In the past week upon returning home from Arizona, I've had to attend my brother's baptism/confirmation, start packing so that I can move into my parents' house for the summer (to save on money and to escape my roommate situation), begin working in the lab again and figure out what hours go into one project and what hours are poured into another project, and try to also have a social life as well. I felt so busy and overwhelmed that I cancelled all plans I had for last night just so I could sit by myself in my room.

But when I was eventually alone, I was actually really lonely. I thought I would relish my time sitting in my room (considering I'll be leaving it in a few short days) where I could watch whatever I wanted on Netflix and either write, draw, or just mull. Well, I might not want to mull considering that things I continuously mull over, which right now just make me heartsick. I discovered that I would rather be in the company of others doing any of those things. So even though being alone can, now and again, be rather peaceful and needed, I've found that lately it's better for me to be around people. Because I love people and think that they are all pretty great, for the most part.

Tonight was one of my best friend's bachelorette party, and although it was not as rowdy as some of them get, it was still rather fun. We ate delicious food, played fun games, and I brought "mocktails" (no alcohol allowed) like shirley temples and screwdrivers. All in all, it was a fun night. Tomorrow I'm going out to see The Hangover Part Two with both old friends and new friends. I'm also moving out a majority of my stuff tomorrow to (hopefully) storage and my parents' house. I'm currently stressing over whether I should give the guy I like a little inside joke gift before he leaves for the Philippines for the entire summer.

Basically I just have a really good (albeit anxiety-driven) life right now. And I should always remember that.

Summery things I'm excited for



swimming



sundresses every day



iced tea



watermelon



outdoor concert series



being outdoors



So excited. What I'm working on right now is making myself realize that being skinny will not solve all of my life problems. Though right now, social media and human pressure is certainly trying to tell me that it will.

[p.s. I stole all pictures in this post from weheartit.com]

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

arizona

I have love for a lot of different habitats. As I've stated before, I am in love with the ocean. I also love forests because I am, indeed, a child of the woods.



But there is something about the desert. I adore the hues of orange and red, the plants that can survive based on elaborate and elegant water-gathering systems, the hazy heat, and the surprisingly colorful fauna that can be found in the sagebrush.





I love the desert. I throw around the word "love" a lot, but that's only because I really am in love with so many things. I am incredibly passionate about so many things, and the desert is definitely one of them. I went on an advanced field ornithology course that travelled down to Madera Canyon, a mecca for migrating birds located just 50 miles north of the Mexican border, two years ago. It was there that I truly fell in love with Arizona and the beautiful Sonoran Desert. I live in Utah, which is home of many different deserts, and it's ironic that I had to travel elsewhere to appreciate what I have here. Not only to I have access to the amazing deserts of Southern Utah, I also can frolic in the woods anytime I like, considering I live at the base of an immense range of mountains.

I tagged along with the same field course this year, though this time it was not as a student. I did my own independent research project, which put me on par with the graduate students TAing the course. Since one of the TAs had to stay behind due to Pneumonia, I became (essentially) the third TA for the course (though with half as much work). The first time I took this course, I learned a lot about birds. I learned how to locate them with binoculars, how to identify their calls, how to correctly ID them, and simple research collection techniques in the field. I made friends, I came out of my shell a little, and I fell more in love with birds. This time around, I learned more, both about birds and myself.

The discovered that I love field work. Before leaving for the trip, I had a somewhat romantic idea of what field work would be. It would involve long days going on epic adventures, exploring beautiful habitats where birds were easily visible, and data would be collected like nobody's business. I had dreams where my PI was just blown away by how competent I was at collecting data. Unfortunately, this is not exactly the truth. Field work is hard work. INCREDIBLY HARD WORK. There were days where I got dehydrated. I almost got heat stroke one particular day and then burst into tears. I got hideously sunburnt. I got up at four AM and went to bed at eleven PM, if I was lucky. I spent hours scouring the desert and sometimes found absolutely no data. It got to the point where my PI would make comments to the graduate students about how I was making little to no progress, who would then relay this to me, which would then horrendously depress me. Basically, there were was a rather large rough patch at the beginning of the course. I had a long tearful talk with the graduate students where they convinced me that I should be more assertive and say what I wanted. So I did just that. And since then I have been a lot happier (though still rather stressed). It was after this point, where I sat down with my PI and told him what I needed to do and what I wanted to do, that I started getting real data. I started having more fun. I was elated.

Now onto the awesome part of field work. Being out in the desert (or field in general, I suppose) is just a wholesome experience. I didn't wear makeup, I didn't shower, I didn't brush my hair for several days, and I still felt great. It's because no one cares. One of my friends has a shirt that says "I'm not a lesbian, I'm a field biologist!", which describes my situation perfectly. I still felt healthy and beautiful despite the absence of my usual day crutches, like concealer and shampoo. Days were spent collecting data, hanging out with friends, and, if there was nothing else to do, hiking. There was limited access to internet, so if there was down time that wasn't spent napping it was spent hiking the many trails littered around our experimental station.

Our usual schedule involved getting up at 4-5 AM (depending on that day's scheduled outing), eating breakfast (or not), driving/jamming/talking, birding/collecting data for 8-9 hours, driving/jamming/talking, and then arriving back at the research station where we made dinner, hung out for awhile, and then returned to our special TA house and drank beer. Basically, it was amazing.



I caught a lot of lizards. I also got hurt trying to catch a lot of lizards.

















Ocotillo is my favorite desert plant.

I'm in love with field work, I'm in love with Santa Rita Experimental Station, I'm in love with the desert. It actually made me really sad to come back home from that, since I was so happy. But I just have to remember the good times while I'm struggling through my stress (which is starting to diminish!). I just have to remember how in love I was with everything.

Also I just want to leave you guys with this

Monday, May 2, 2011

early bird

Yesterday morning I woke up early so that Lisa and I could study before we tried to catch Roxy's Gourmet Grilled Cheese from The Great Food Truck Race. I'm amazed by how much goes on in the morning. My eclectic neighbors (who I'll write a post about soon, because I have a lot of weird neighbors) were out doing their thing, and there were dozens of birds in full activity mode. Things I saw included:



Two starlings engage in a territorial squabble.



A group of pigeons eating bread from an old man's hands.



A house sparrow claiming his branch on his tree in an extremely manly way. By singing.



A lone robin hunting for worms in the dew-soaked grass.

Birds are so amazing. Even though there's been a ridiculous amount of stress, depression, and tension in my life lately, I really am excited to go to Arizona. Even though I'll be doing a lot of work on this project, it will also be intermixed with play. We'll bird, hike, take gelato breaks, watch the sunset from the porch of the research station, sit by the river (and feel complete, if you want to go there), make campfires, bird some more, and make fun of the crazy birders who become enraged when you pretend like you've seen an Elegant Trogan before they have.

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

artsy

Today has been a day of STRESS.

But that's boring, so instead I will beguile you with my arts and crafts.

One thing that I love to do is make charms. I make little creatures/pokemon/items/video game characters/etc. out of clay, bake them, and then paint them with acrylics. I finished painting a little deer and an Eevee a few nights ago (though I haven't glazed them yet).

The little deer









Eevee!









I also have a Pikachu in the works, though yellow is a bitch to work with for some reason. So that awaits a night when I don't have finals, papers, or bird phylogenies to worry about.

You can purchase my charms (or look at other charms I've made) here!

I also painted a picture months ago that I was going to post, but I forgot to take a picture of it. It's of a desert sunset with a cloth owl sitting on top of a cactus silhouette. I like the effect of the cloth on the painting, but the owl I made looks sort of...ugly. So I'm going to try to fix it at some point as well.

The last sort of artsy thing I've done in awhile is draw this picture



It's mini Otter as a pokemon trainer with her shiny vulpix. Have I mentioned that I'm a huge pokemon nerd?

As long as we are talking about ART, let me bring this up.

http://www.arthousecoop.com/

ART HOUSEEEE.

There are two major projects that Art House does, "A Million Little Pictures" and "The Sketchbook Project". The former is a cool program where you sign up with a theme and they send you a custom tailored disposable camera to take 24 pictures that go along with the theme you chose. You then send back the camera and Art House takes everyone's pictures and tours the country with them in a giant photomobile. Cool right? The Sketchbook Project is similar in that they send you a sketchbook and you have to fill out the entire thing according to the theme you chose. Then you send it back and they tour the country with that in a giant library and then the sketchbooks remain at an art library forever more, so anyone could pick up your sketchbook and check it out at any point! One of my 101 in 1001 days is to enter an art show, and this is how I want to do it. I'm going to sign up for The Sketchbook Project as soon as I'm back from field work :)

As an ending to my post

Thursday, April 21, 2011

thinking thursday

Alliteration is one of my favorite things on the planet.

Another thing I'm a fan of is answering questions! Especially weird or thoughtful questions. Another word for this is talking about myself in the form of a survey. I found these when I was cleaning out my documents folder this weekend (which is so much cleaner and organized, by the way) so I'm not sure where it came from, but I'm pretty sure I stole it from my friend's sister's livejournal or something years ago. Pretend this is a form of Wednesday Hodge-Podge (which my aunt is a fan of), except that it's Thursday and no one cares what my answer are going to be.

1. What's your weirdest skill?
I can touch my nose with my tongue. Next question.

2. We all know the Muppets are awesome. But who is the BEST Muppet of all?
Obviously the best Muppet is Beaker. We have much in common: we're scientists, we're spastic, and everything around us goes terribly wrong and we end up with smoking craters where our heads used to be.

3. What's your favorite word?
Juicy! The word itself is a form of onomatopoeia for me because I feel like the word juicy feels juicy in your mouth when you say it. I like it because it describes a lot of things I like, such as melons and books and the ocean.

4. New music is nice, but what's a classic song for you?
Classic means classic rock to me because I'm not nearly classy enough to truly enjoy classical music and realize who is the artist, when it was composed, the subtle nuances of flavor in the song etc. There's a coffee shop that I used to frequent before I discovered Battlestar Nostalgica that plays classical music nonstop. At first it's pleasant and you enjoy the scales of piano and dramatic undertones of the symphony. Then it starts to tear at that dark place in your brain (or maybe just in my brain) that sort of wishes that the classical music would stop or else someone might be getting shanked soon. Then this dark place is torn open by the notes and it spreads across your brain, infected everything with the thought that CLASSICAL MUSIC MEANS EVERYONE MUST DIE.

To answer the question, my favorite classic song would be Hey Bulldog by The Beatles

5. If you had a daemon like in His Dark Materials, what form would it take?
An owltter. An owl/otter hybrid. I'll draw a picture of one tonight so that everyone may know what this is.

6. What's the most frustrating video game minigame you've ever played?
There was this one secret level in Super Mario Sunshine where you had to go down a slide and collect all eight red coins in order to gain a shine sprite. Well that would have been all fine and dandy if the slide had not been IN MIDAIR IN THE MIDDLE OF THE SKY GOD KNOWS WHERE. So I died. A lot. And never did get the shine sprite, which meant that I always got the shitty ending to that game.

7. Be honest, even on these hard-hitters: favorite kind of sandwich?
Salami and provolone with or without tomato. Also Village Inn's grown-up grilled cheese, which I never EVER get sick of eating.

8. What was favorite book when you were in second grade?
The Music of the Dolphins. I thought it was amazing and was so jealous, considering I would have given anything to live at sea with a pod of dolphins when I was in second grade.

And still now, honestly.

9. On the subject of second grade ... what was your biggest childhood fear?
Natural disasters. Every night I prayed that I would survive until morning because I was absolutely sure that torrents of earthquakes, housefires, and asteroids were just waiting until darkness fell to strike my house.

10. Who is a book character you'd just like to punch?
I have no idea. I literally cannot think of an answer to this question. Everyone.

11. Do you have a favorite old beaten-down item of clothing?
I have a jacket that I wore every day in high school. It definitely needs to be trashed because the sleeves are coming un-sewed, are covered in paint, and the jacket body itself is too short for me. But it's just so cuuuute.

12. Have you ever studied another language? If yes, which one--and why did you pick that one? If not, which one would you learn and why?
I studied Spanish in jr. high and high school because it was required to graduate. I actually really liked spanish and I picked it because my mom was fluent in spanish and I wanted to converse with her in the grocery store (which we did a lot, mostly in the fruit section). I also assumed that in my life I was more likely to visit spanish speaking countries since that's where a lot of the rainforests are.

13. Is there something everyone else likes that you hate?
I wouldn't say I hate something that everyone else loves. I don't think Modern Family is as funny as other shows like The Office and 30 Rock (but I still like the show and DO think it's funny). I also don't think cruises are as fun as actually going somewhere and being able to explore, etc.

14. Where's the coolest place you've ever traveled?
Jamaica, where we hiked a river, floated down another river, and drank Red Stripe that was 12% alcohol (rather than the 5% it is in Utah). Livin' the dangerous life.

15. On the subject of difficult fruit, which pays off more: pomegranate, pineapple, or a surprise contender?
Not pineapple, considering I am allergic to it (and dislike it immensely). Honestly though, the payoff from a pomegranate sucks. But I would rather gather those seeds and enjoy eating them rather than core and skin a pineapple that somebody else is going to eat.

16. What is the absolute silliest thing on your iPod/in your music library right now?
Disney songs, Pokemon theme song, Dr. Horrible's Sing Along Blog, a shit ton of Glee. Pretty much everything in my Itunes library is ridiculous.

17. Do you have any personal superstitions, rituals, or rules that, when not followed, make you nervous?
I knock on wood whenever I say that something is going to happen to me. I'm afraid it really will happen to me if I either don't knock on wood or knock on a wood substitute (everything is plastic around here).

18. Would you rather be a juggler or a contortionist?
Juggler!

19. Do you sing in the shower? If so, what do you sing?
Yes and Disney songs. Mostly either the love ballads or those, "who am I?" types of songs the female leads sing. Maybe I should add some more upbeat songs to my repertoire though, it might be entertaining to sing "One Jump Ahead".

20. Have you made anything you are exceptionally proud of?
I love all of my charms that I make! My favorite charm I ever made was a Flaaffy charm though, that I hung on my gameboy until it broke :( Now it's just an adorable little figurine.



I made it when I was fifteen and then submitted it to DeviantArt, which is why there's a pepto-bismal colored banner surrounding the picture and the picture itself is blurry/not well lit. I really love that charm though.

21. Indiana Jones or Star Wars?
DON'T MAKE ME FUCKING CHOOSE.

Though honestly? ... ... ... Indiana.

22. If you had to do one of these for two hours, which would you choose: watch a 50's B-movie or read a bodice-ripping romance?
50's B-movie! 50's B-movie! MST3K that shit!

23. What skill do you have that surprises people?
I can draw any pokemon that you tell me to draw from memory. It's a nifty party trick I discovered when my friends and I were at a restaurant with a paper tablecloth and crayons. I drew 52 pokemon on that tablecloth.

24. Is there anything you like that it seems nobody else likes?
While we're on the subject, pokemon! Just kidding, other people do like pokemon. Though it seems like no one is actually as huge of a pokemon nerd as I am. It's more like, "Yeah, I pulled out my old red game and played for awhile" instead of "I SPENT TEN HOURS YESTERDAY TRAINING MY POKEMON WHITE TEAM AND I'M TRYING TO FIND A SHINY VENIPEDE". Just kidding, there are people like that too, I'm just not friends with any of them. Sad :(

For realsies though, I really like those new Toms boots that have a shoe base and then gauze you wrap up around your leg. I think they're really cute.

25. Tell me about your all-time favorite shirt.
Right now it's my purple shirts that has Finn and Jake on it from Adventure Time and it says, "Let's do the science dance!" Get it? Because I am both adventurer and SCIENTIST!

26. What was your favorite TV show when you were small?
Ghostwriters. Which was apparently a lot more interesting when I just made up the entire plot line, because the actual premise is...dull.

27. Polka dots or plaid?
Polka dots!

28. It's been a long, crazy, busy day, but now you're home and you're tired and hungry. Do you sleep first, or eat first?
Eat duh. Eat and drink caffeine and then you're set to watch internet TV until you fall asleep!

29. Who is your favorite comedian?
Eddie Izzard

30. After experiencing civilization, Tarzan, King of the Apes, has decided to stick around in the jungle, but has asked you what you think is the one thing from "civilization" he should take back with him. What do you say?
Laptop. But then he'd have no internet so nevermind.

31. What's your favorite kind of climate?
Warm. Heat. HEAT. And not humid. HEAT PLUS DRY. So desert. But with an ocean nearby.

32. They called you mad, but you'll show them all! If you were a mad scientist, what would your experiments be about?
SEWING THREE PEOPLE TOGETHER! ...wait.

33. Do you talk during movies?
It's all I do. I literally talk from start to finish during a movie because I cannot NOT make commentary on what's happening, or what I like about the movie, or what I dislike about the movie, or how stupid the main character is, or how amazingly terrible everything about the movie is, or how amazingly funny it is, etc. People either love it or they hate it. Or I pretend they love it and really they just tolerate me.

34. Who is your favorite cartoon character?
All of them. Just kidding, probably Finn and Jake, Invader Zim, Flapjack, and Sideshow Bob. I love cartoons so much.

35. Tell me about your favorite TV show.
MY FAVORITE TV SHOW hmmmmm. Can I just tell you a list of my favorite TV shows? Because I love TV. Even though I rarely watch it. I love Firefly, Adventure Time, 30 Rock, The Office, The IT Crowd, It's Always Sunny in Philadelphia, GLEE, Futurama, The Simpsons, South Park, and Invader Zim. Probably more. I'll stop here though.

Stay tuned for pictures of an owltter, pictures of charms I am working on currently, and perhaps a story about my Biourp symposium and how I found my soulmate (just kidding).