Sunday, January 20, 2013

winter adventures

I'm not gonna lie, I sort of dread winter (along with 87% of the rest of the world, I'm sure). It's cold, it's drab, it's cold, it's grey, and it's cold. BUT here in Minnesota it's winter for basically 3/4 of the year, so everyone is used to it and they even DO things during it! I'm no stranger to frolicking in the snow, but I've been more active this winter than I believe I've ever been. Here is an update as to what I've been doing thus far THIS winter.

First of all, it is cold here. When I say cold, I don't mean this kind of cold.



I mean that tonight it's going to be -20 degrees, the ice is booming like a thunderstorm and is seven inches thick on the lake, and tomorrow's high temp is -4 degrees. I'm not trying to be competitive or anything, I'm just trying to put it into perspective. Most people (including me) don't WANT to be outside during this weather, but for some reason I've found myself out in it even on my days off, VOLUNTARILY. The first reason is that I've been learning how to snowshoe and cross-country ski! I've learned how to cross-country ski before from my dad, who is an avid skier. He would take me on short trips through the woods or to Soldier's Hollow and attempt to plant a seed of ski love in my heart as I wobbled dangerously around on fiberglass sticks glued to my feet and fell continuously on my ass. Needless to say, I never really got into it. Also I was not, and have never really been, a winter person. However, since we teach our regularly scheduled classes, -20 degrees and ten inches of snow (I wish) or not, we need to be trained on XC skiing and snowshoeing for when we take children into the woods. Snowshoeing is easy enough, since it is basically just walking around and I have mastered that (to an extent) since I was a toddler. However, our school groups coordinator encouraged us (aka Megan and I) to practice our XC skiing for if (though hopefully when) we need to teach it to any school groups. Thus began our training regimine of ski trails around the center. I'm really terrible at it at first, basically treating it as if I'm snowshoeing and refusing to actually ski, but as I get the hang of it I feel like I can really do pretty well now that I've been practicing. That is, however, when I'm not faced with hills of any magnitude. The first thing I really need to practice is not swearing when I fall or am about to fall. I attempted this the last time we went (which was a couple of weeks ago because snowfall has been really limited, LAME) and ended up saying interesting combos of words to avoid saying the things I really wanted to screech as I landed in yet another snowbank. At one point, Chagh filmed Megan and I going down a hill that was MAYBE three feet tall. It's five minutes of me struggling to get up from my fallen position at the top of the hill as Megan prepared to slide down the hill and ends up slipping magnificently and falling onto her back. I finally managed to scramble to my feet and then went down the hill perfectly before slamming into a tree. Another gem is when I fell at the base of a hill and Megan suggested I just crawl up it, which I did. When I reached the top my skis had embedded themselves into the snow so I had to rotate my ankles in unnatural ways to get them out, at which point I claimed that I had broken my legs. Cross-country skiing is fun!

Other winter adventures include CHRISTMAS OF COURSE, when I was home in SLC for the holidays and managed to snap a few pictures during my busy re-acclimation to society.



A festive bow for Taffy's tail









Dad said I'm probably the only girl who got mac 'n cheese in her stocking. I think he might be right









What is Christmas without DINOSAURS???

Remember how I said it was cold here? Today it was one degree outside and yet when Megan asked me if I wanted to go ice-fishing I said, "OKAY!" So I ended up out in Troy's icehouse that he got for free off of Craigslist, manning his pole (ooer) and wishing I was dead after the propane for the heater ran out. It was awesome. I haven't gotten any pictures of ice-fishing yet, but I want to because there's something so traditional about it and beautiful in the most unexplainable way. The ice is a glowing blue through the dark water, the thickness apparent by the hole that the auger makes. Everybody brings their choice of alcohol, despite what time it is, and they're content sitting in a tiny house, hunched over these holes that they have to keep scooping ice out of because the water immediately freezes over. A lot of the crew here have grown up ice-fishing, using their parents' fishing poles and listening to their moms or dads tell them stories about how one time they caught a trout that was this big. Megan was worried that since I hadn't grown up ice-fishing, I might be bored and think that it was dumb. In fact, I stayed out for an hour (the longest I could take without the heater being on), staring down my fishing hole and occasionally jerking my minnow around in an attempt to attract a fish. I was pretty disappointed that I didn't get anything, but it is fun nonetheless. Even more fun than actual ice-fishing, I think, is actually BEING on the lake! Now that it's completely frozen over, it's intoxicating to run across the expanse of flatness, into the milky sun as it weakly shines through the cold. Leeann, JMack, and I all kicksledded on the lake (basically the dogsled without the dogs, so you kick to get it going, like a scooter) one afternoon while everyone else ice-fished, made snow-angels on the ice, penguin slid (I've ALWAYS wanted to penguin slide on a frozen lake! My abs were sore for days afterwards), and climbed trees inaccessible during times when the lake wasn't frozen over. I love frozen lakes.

Upon returning home from SLC, I immediately had to work Winter Family Escape, a family camp that occurs for three days leading up to New Year's Eve. It was REALLY FUN, especially since many of the attendants were returning families who all had little children who knew each other and ran in packs. These packs were our charges for the week and we did everything we could to entertain them in the snow.

We built quinzhees





We taught them how to kicksled





We built snow zoos with them



And the best part of all, which wasn't really our doing, was that a dog sled team came down to visit and brought all their beautiful puppies with them!













AHHHH SLED DOG KISSESSSS!!!



Blue eyes



I kept calling her Ghost, like from Game of Thrones, but her name was really White-Feather, which is AWESOME







hahaha I love this one because he's like, "please stop"



Puppy used TACKLE! It's SUPER EFFECTIVE!





I was in love with his floppy ears



Beautiful Mishka



Mishka (foreground) is the other dog's (background) grand-daughter. Her mother was chained on the other side of her











Perfect Circle









Snowflakes on their fur







I could not, would not stop cuddling with them all. My favorite was Mishka, the gorgeous arrow-faced one. She was shy at first, but then warmed up to me when I refused to stop stalking her and then we were bffs.



No really, we were. B. F. F. S.

Winter Family Escape was also fun because we got to set up luminaries for a night hike, which was amazing because it occurred during a full moon, and then we basically had a bonfire party in the teepee. At this point, I may or may not have dropped my phone into the fire. And got a video of me doing it COMPLETELY by coincidence (since I was filming how pretty the coals were and then I lost my grip on my phone). Also the next day I may or may not have dropped my phone in a snowdrift that then one of the kids retrieved for me while they were cross country skiing. I don't take my phone to work, now.



Also, I saw Common Redpolls! LIFE LIST!

Before Christmas, we visited the RAPTOR CENTER!!! It was amazing, because they are seriously the NUMBER ONE raptor hospital in the entire world!!! I didn't get to see the clinic, unfortunately (though Megan gave us the dirty deets later aka told us about how they coped our kestrels for us), but it was still amazing to see all of their birds and facilities. They have a legit, maze-like system of mews in the backyard of the building where a majority of their large birds live, as well as a room where they bring their small birds in to weather. A tiny boreal owl blinked lazily at us from his mew and when we noticed that his lightbulb was a strange, muted color, our tour-guide told us that it was imitating tundra lighting. Before the lightbulb had been put in, the boreal owl was ripping out all his feathers, but the bulb corrected his hormonal balance issues and now he was calm. Before we left we were able to talk to one of their employees about training. It was the best enrichment trip ever.



A very tired Barred Owl



Light-morph Red-Tailed Hawk. Also, ignore the white-washing, it's all part of the job





Peregrine Falcon



Bald Eagle





Turkey Vulture, which I think are very cool





You can see right through their nares, which I think is SO NEAT



I still have a couple more big winter adventures to talk about, but I think this blog post is pretty chock full of information and pictures as it is, so I'll leave it for next time. Hurray for accomplishing goals! I also made THREE charms last week, a male and female kestrel and a red-phase eastern screech owl (Gibbs for Leeann, Cica for me). Megan and I went to Duluth on Friday night to do some errands so I got some more charm essentials from Michael's and we went to OLIVE GARDEN which was awesome, so I'm ready to make TONS more charms! I have tomorrow off (three day weekend, YESSSS) so I'm going to spend it hopefully doing art and maybe getting my pictures developed from New Year's Eve. Happy Sunday, friends!

Sunday, January 13, 2013

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!



I know I'm super late and that it's been 2013 for basically TWO WHOLE WEEKS but I wanted to still make a post reviewing 2012, because 2012 was a GREAT year for me! I experienced so much, learned so much, and gained so much from it that I need something to encompass all of the crazy emotions zipping through my mind about it all.

January




learned how to scuba dive
started painting with watercolors
applied for graduation
started doing a lot better emotionally

February



a lot of emotional shit went down in my heart, decided I WAS DONE and took control of my feelings and my life
LIBERATION
started working on making my photography more interesting and unique in daily life

March





(I might have accidentally erased about 90% of my spring break pictures from my life...it sucks)

attended the National Conference of Undergraduate Research and presented a poster, my second national scientific conference
had an epic Spring Break full of forts, dancing, festivals of color, rock concerts, and desert camping trips
learned I was getting a DSLR for graduation and freaked. out.

April

I don't really have any interesting pictures of April, sooo...here's one of Malcolm, who I watched at the time



attended my final research symposium for school and BIOURP
finished up with my final semester of college
banded some birds

May





GRADUATED COLLEGEEEE!!! With research honors, to boot!
went on a birding trip to Madera Canyon with my mam
got my dslr!!!
went on SO MANY PICTURE TAKING ADVENTURES
started really exploring my city and the surrounding areas. Unlocked Level Wanderlust
began the color challenge (I'm stuck on yellow)
had my first bought of carpal tunnel! NOOOO

June




travelled to BONAIRE! My first dive trip and I'm already spoiled by the multitude of amazing dives we were able to do
got to see amazing creatures
got the ACNW job!

July










many trips to the zoo and farmer's market, playing with friends, hiking, Twilight concerts, parties, got my hurr did, went to Lagoon, went swimming, going to the cabin...basically everything amazing that summer has to offer

August








22nd birthday! One full year of drinking under my belt (and learned what my spirit drink is)
took the GRE
ended my job at the Clayton-Bush Lab :(
moved to Minnesota
met my new family
started a new job!
learned about life in the woods!

September






swam in the lake, read on the pontoon, canoed everyday, and decided I can never again live away from water
learned more about how to not care what others think
learned so much about so many things. My knowledge expanded 50 fold
rock climbed outside
frolicked through prairie grass
handled raptors again
started training Cica Bean
released fox kits
visited Hawk Ridge

October




HALLOWEEN
so busy with school groups, not much time to do much else but teach and sleep
went to Hawk Ridge Owl Night, held a wild saw-whet!

November



project time, worked on the artifact cabinet
learned how to handle every single bird we have
went to Iowa and Nebraska for Thanksgiving

December



had my mid-session evaluation to determine how things are going during my internship
suffered a crushing disappointment; still learning how to get over it, but it was a very important lesson
went home for winter break!!! Saw my fam!
RAPTOR CENTER! So exciting to see it.
was offered the opportunity to sell my charms in our store!

2012 offered both joy and wisdom to me, and I hope that 2013 has the same amount of partying partying YEAH to offer (and hopefully MORE)!

They're not resolutions, perse, but I did want to make a list of goals that I would try to attain during this year to be an even more successful human being.

2013 Goals
-hourly photos one day a month
-make at least one charm per week
-sell charms in our shop!
-be active everyday
-work on photography more
-learn manual settings, shoot only in manual settings once learned
-better watercolor technique
-work on jealousy some more
-continue to be extroverted, be cool with meeting new peeps
-blog more often! At least one blog post per week, BUT don't let it compromise social time
-send more handwritten letters and postcards to friends and family
-continue writing in a personal journal as well as here

I'm at a MUCH better, happier place at the beginning of this year than I was at this time in 2012. I love life, I love myself, and I accept that I am a person who loves to eat bread, wear children's hats, and play pokemon. And I'm awesome at all of those things.

I'm going to continue to get stronger and faster, to be wild with an untamable heart. To create and to use my imagination. To care for and cherish the world around me. To be social and realize it's okay when I'm not. I'm going to be ME!





(p.s. this is totally my 200th post)

Tuesday, December 25, 2012

cheersies



-"All I Want For Christmas Is You" sung by a big, burly bouncer in falsetto
-carmelitas for breakfast
-owl wrapping paper
-macro photos of ornaments
-hugs from my mam
-hints of Star Wars in everyday life



-grilled cheese sandwiches at 1 AM with Maddie
-singing all the songs from Rudolph the Red-Nosed Reindeer
-getting the perfect gift that you didn't even know you needed
-finding the perfect gift for somebody else
-wishing for a white Christmas and receiving one. And then some



-finding the perfect advice for the next time I'm feeling disappointed about something.
-holiday-themed martinis
-Santa paying for said holiday-themed martinis
-my homemade, be-sequined stocking made by my great aunt when I was a teeny (Megan's word)
-candy canes. All the time, candy canes



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-reading the Christmas books that once belonged to my mom as a child that now belong to me, and savoring every well-memorized story
-performing karaoke with the stage name "Lady Owl McBadBad"
-tiny, dinosaur-obsessed cousins (this one stabbed me in the face with a fork once)


-cozy fires
-homemade soup parties
-seeing my friends; I missed them all so much
-painting Shoctopus version 2.0



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-exploring places I've never been before in my home city
-realizing that this song is hilarious and is also awesome to dance to
-reuniting with my bird loves and my pup pups
-Christmas lights everywhere







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I just sang Happy Birthday to Jesus, per my cousin's request. Not even lying. Complete with cake and everything (which is kahlua chocolate, ironically).

This has been a great Christmas, and a definite amazing time home on break.